I thought it up (“composed” still sounds too big) when I was chyba 13 on a lovely day at the beginning of July. I was dallying with a hehe psychedelic masterpiece of my imaginary band called The Bagers. I had written three Bagers albums to that point (consisting of melodies in my head, which were set to gibberish lyrics) but this time it felt somewhat real. I was instantly lifted by what had just appeared out of nowhere (or rather out of the above, as we say in Poland). My voice hadn’t even started breaking, so I was singing the song to myself in a very high and mellow pitch, as in the more remote ELO tracks, oblivious to the dangers of the world inevitably coming with the bloody September.
When the first real band I was in had been created, I started writing real lyrics to some of the Bagers songs. This one, along with Stay Beside, was obviously the first one to jump to mind. This was mid 1992, when The Round Triangle were finishing the first form of secondary school. So it was almost July again, and I seemed to be aptly inspired but there were just two snags: my guitar skills were hardly even rudimentary and so was my songwriting in English. The songs was perhaps too hastily set in the key of D and it began like this: hey, look at this pretty day/ then, look for some pretty face… The rest was no better, though perhaps ringing of some pristine blessed naivety. Anyway, this monster midget, called Glory of a Day [sic] then, was a staple for The Round Triangle, and nobody seemed to mind the lyrics.
When I started studying English in 1995 I had no other option but to deem all the Triangle lyrics inadequate, to say the least. I had written about 100 songs to that point, and none of them passed the quality (and er grammar) test untouched. With Glory of a Day there was no point in any editing, so I basically wrote the lyrics from scratch, luckily under the influence of the metaphysical poets I was then covering in my English Literature, with an obligatory reference to The Moody Blues. The need to change the key back to perhaps falsetto somehow didn’t occur to me at that point, so when I was recording it as a Soundrops track – in 2007 and again – I let things stay in D.
Perhaps there will be a radical rewrite sometime, but that’s where it’s at now: a somewhat folkish angle of British Invasion? Intriguing enough, I hope.
The writing of this song took more than its brevity would indicate. Deep Autumn is the most palpable remnant of 2003 evenings I spent at then girlfriend’s, at the district of Górczyn. She had a nylon-string guitar she or I would pick – the opening theme came like that and it sounded lovely on it. Even more so with the lyrics, based on the excerpts of her diary I was exceptionally allowed to read. The whole image of the golden tent I took from the very there, and it was pretty evocative of my way to her tenement house from the tram (no.5) stop, under those magnificent chestnut trees.
The ‘You’ in the second vocal part refers to the Lord. I had basically long stopped writing overtly Christian lyrics by then, but if the Heavens echoed between the lines now and again, it somehow sounded more valid now. And more truthful anyway, certainly this time the vanity I had really experienced, not only read about. So my call was inevitable.
The opening theme flows again under the words and comes back at the end in its own right. The very melody, though, is pretty linear. I had tried to write a linear song before (I no), but this one came out less forced and less self-conscious. All the notes seem subject to the overall Autumn aura, and in this I find this song very accomplished. I’m proud it has been tagged ‘soulsong’ at last.fm
This might be the most accomplished Soundrops lyric. I found the line beyond these hills there is Kingdom Come somewhere at the turn of the millenium and the first verse came to me in 2003. I sensed something important was to come, and perhaps that was why I seemed unable to move on, captured within the image of myself dancing on a hill in Duszniki Zdrój (Bad Reinerz) under altocumulus clouds, in the middle of the summer back there in the eighties, somehow without any threatening shadow of the imminent school year. These holiday trips had our family at the most loving, and this memory-to-be was to remain vivid despite the passing years.
The rest was fittingly written in this very kingdom of the Kłodzko Basin (with the surrounding ranges), along the blue track from Karłów to Duszniki, when I was gathering ideas for the Friends album and my head opened anew for a while. It managed to comprise both the pastures in the Bystrzyckie Hills (the slopes of Mount Mouflon) and the aerial in Krasne Potockie where friend Witek (of Witek & Gero and the PC project) lived, as well as of course the Psalm 23 reference. The song (no longer past) is obviously ahead of the real me (as I believe is the case with most artists, after all they herald the things which are slightly above them, [did I say slightly?]), but I hope to reach the hills not too late.
And obviously it’s only a prelude to the Real Thing anyway.
Our most popular song, so far, takes things back to 2006, when Mrll and I went for a two -week trip to the UK (Scotland + England) with friends from our Armia forum. Our eightsome were led by Kacper, who is thus namechecked in the song, and had a string of kaleidoscopic experiences ranging from the serene (a picnic at Glen Coe) through the breath(and life)-taking (the Crazy Pinnacles) to the heart-tearing (a visit at then newly departed Syd Barrett’s house).
The most memorable day for me was, though, a Sunday on the Isle of Skye where I had to hitch-hike from our Flodigarry hostel to the only Catholic Church on the island (Portree) and back. Miraculously I made it just in time for the Holy Mass (hence Portree’s bread in the lyrics), and then had a dessert of a somewhat lay epiphany on the way back under the uncharacteristic clear skies and amidst the pastures and cattle grids. Then I did catch a lift and the driver was a German lady long settled on Skye – we discussed the subtleties of Polish and German Christianity with the raw Scottish landscape surrounding our blessed conversation ominously. Good hitch-hike talk.
Back there at the hostel I learned that my friends had gone treading the lovely flat hills looming at the back. I heard some undistinctive shouting form behind – Kacper singing fragments of The Wall to the audience of sheep, apparently. I had nothing else to do but get overwhelmed by the sweet hills beyond the bay, standing blurred and proud under the Northern sky. I tried to sing softly bits and pieces of earlier Soundrops material to see how it relates to the landscape. It was a rare moment of no worrying and conscious tasting the happiness oozing from all around. A perfect balance of here/now and them/there, both in the near rear perspective of the flat hills and the more remote of Poland.
And then the internal links among the eight of us grew less tight, as you can hear about in the coda. But that’s not irreversible and we might as well grow stronger again. The Sunday means much more than any Friday later.